You do not see that you need to let go until you realize how tight your holding on. I am holding on to something too tightly and have finally realized it… I need to let go, in order to be normal.
Larry the lesion came and that was a traumatic experience for everyone involved, I think. Things kept happening one after the other. Larry was discovered, then all this medicine came, my energy levels dropped, weight fluctuation, head pain, etc, etc…. I tried to not whine and complain but it turns out I did and still am.
I care and love and worry about lots of people; my family and friends. I would like to take the added work of helping me off of their plate, but I can't; it's not my fault. And when you think about it, for the people who love me they will do whatever is necessary.
I need to stop whining and complaining. It is what it is. I need to loosen my grip on the rope and let go.
Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
Larry the lesion came and that was a traumatic experience for everyone involved, I think. Things kept happening one after the other. Larry was discovered, then all this medicine came, my energy levels dropped, weight fluctuation, head pain, etc, etc…. I tried to not whine and complain but it turns out I did and still am.
I care and love and worry about lots of people; my family and friends. I would like to take the added work of helping me off of their plate, but I can't; it's not my fault. And when you think about it, for the people who love me they will do whatever is necessary.
I need to stop whining and complaining. It is what it is. I need to loosen my grip on the rope and let go.
Philippians 3:12-14 ESV / 312 helpful votes
Not that I have already obtained this or am already perfect, but I press on to make it my own, because Christ Jesus has made me his own. Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.
Jeremiah 29:11 ESV / 489 helpful votes
For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.
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