Something Has Changed

Something has changed.  About me.  About the way I view the world.  I don't know what and I don't exactly why either, but something has changed… just a little tweet inside me, and I think I like it!
       I have had people tell me that I am wise beyond my years.  I have people say that I am mature.  I have had people tell me that I have been through more than most of my peers, but as I come out of the darkness this time I have become more social and have become more outgoing.  I attribute my change to Larry.
       Larry the mid-brain lesion would not accept his eviction notice; he put up quite a fight.  The only choice was to fight back.  I had to keep raising his rent until the bastard started to leave… but I was sick, boy was I sick.  I was scary, deathly sick for a while.  This battle was no joke.  This battle is no joke and I appreciate every day I am blessed with.  Every day must be lived to the fullest!
       I attribute my faith in God to my change too.  My spirituality has grown over my fight with Larry and is growing everyday.  I have learned that worrying and stressing over death, school, or just anything is a waste of time because Gos has our steps planned.  We must live life fully and help others!

Proverbs 16:9New Living Translation (NLT)

9 We can make our plans,
    but the Lord determines our steps.

2 Corinthians 4:16-18New Living Translation (NLT)

16 That is why we never give up. Though our bodies are dying, our spirits are[a] being renewed every day. 17 For our present troubles are small and won’t last very long. Yet they produce for us a glory that vastly outweighs them and will last forever! 18 So we don’t look at the troubles we can see now; rather, we fix our gaze on things that cannot be seen. For the things we see now will soon be gone, but the things we cannot see will last forever.